This week: Well, I've done it! I have lost over 50 lbs and am out of the 270s! It's funny because I know that I've lost a pretty huge amount of weight, but at the same time it doesn't feel like that much. I can see and feel some changes, but at the same time I feel so fat (and yes, I still have a long way to go to goal) and kinda just like I haven't done much at all. When I really stop to think about it, I wonder if I'll always feel like the fat girl. Like when a person loses a limb but can still feel it- phantom fat. Hopefully these issues will be solved on their own as I come to accept the person I am becoming.
Height: 5'9"
Starting Weight: 320.8 lbs
Current Weight: 269.6 lbs (-2.0 lb)
Total Loss: -51.2 lbs
Goal Weight(s): 160/265 lbs (ultimate/short term)
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